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I haven't titled this writing yet, only because i haven't been able to think of an appropriate title for it.

Why is it she gets nervous around him?

She wants to kiss him

But then thinks of reasons why she can’t

It’s the nerves that she tries to hide

She wants this to be something more

Than just staying friends

She can’t define it though

She doesn’t know where she stands

She hasn’t figured out why she feels like this

It’s like something has changed inside of her

The hugs feel so right like she’s supposed to be there

She smiles more and laughs at almost everything again

She’s falling for him more and more each day

Yet she doesn’t know how he feels about her

Does he want to be more than friends?

Maybe he isn’t sure about how she feels

All she knows is that it’s perfect right now

The wall that she’s hidden behind for so long

Has finally come down

She isn’t afraid of these feelings

Not like she used to be

A friend told her one time

If it feels right to be in his arms

Then maybe it’s meant to be after all

But for now she is just going to take it slow

See where things go

Find out how he feels about her

Figure out why she gets so nervous
Because right now it’s a good thing

That’s going on in her life

 

 

This poem I wrote while I was still in high school and just happen to stumble across it while I was cleaning up some files. It was written about wanting to change the status of a friendship, but it never happened. In fact we went our separate ways a while ago.