Why Now?

Two months and now you want to talk
I have no words for you
I have nothing to say except I've moved on
You go and ask a friend how I'm doing and if I'm seeing any one else
I would love to tell you that I am
But that's lying and I'm going to lie to you
If you wanted to know why not come see me
Why Now try and walk back in like nohing is wrong
You weren't around
Pushed me to my breaking point
Heck, I'm not even sure I want to talk to you
You never made time for us any way
Maybe now I don't have the time for you
But I'm not going to do that I either
I will simply tell you that
I'm happy
I've moved on
And I don't need my really good friend to kick my butt
Cause I know he will
It's been two months too long
the time for talking was that night when everything happend
not now

Still bogged down with writers block

Sometimes writers block gets the best of all writers. We think we have the perfect idea of what to write and then when we sit down to write it out, or type it out we lose it. Then there are those times we sit down start writing and then lose the idea all together of where we want the piece to go. Well readers that's been my problem for a while now. I sit down to type out my thoughts and get them into a form of poetry and the idea gets lost or I start typing and I think Where am I even going with this piece?

It too could be caused by the fact that things that would normally inspire to sit down and write haven't been very inspiring lately. Relationships, and friendships are where a lot of my ideas come from and mostly from my own experience. However, I'm in a good spot right now with my friends, and while yes I'm single, I'm in a good spot. I'm moving forward and not letting that guy who so badly broke my heart have no more control.

I wish I could say readers that there is a new guy, but there isn't. Nothing to gain inspiration from as of right now. I'm looking at old pieces hoping that I can try and remember what they were about and maybe finish them. However, some of the pieces are at least 8 years old and I don't remember what inspired me to start the piece and not finish it.

Readers, I'm plagued by writers block right now. For that I apologize that there aren't new pieces up. I'm hoping soon that I can break out of this rut and find some inspiration.

Dealing with Writer's block

Writers block has not been my friend the last few weeks. I've been writing, but nothing feels like it normally does; leaving me unsatisfied as a writer. I guess all writers struggle with writers block but I've been dealing with it a lot lately. I have tons of unfinished pieces that I would love to finish and get up for you, my readers, to enjoy. I'm hoping that by taking a break from writing and re-focusing on me, I will be able to clear my head of everything that is clouding it.

Hopefully soon readers I'll have something new for you! Until then just enjoy summer and being surrounded with friends and family.