Nothing new for Awhile Sorry

It's been awhile since I've posted something new, but I've had a lot going on. I don't seem to have as much time to write as I would like, but I try and fit it in every now and then. Currently I'm working on a short story that I will get posted on here as soon as I finish it. I'm working on several other poems, but they too need to be refined.

Our First Meeting.

I walked into class that day
not knowing who I would see.
Then I met your eyes
I didn't know who you were,
but I knew that I was falling for you.

I still didn't know your name
and I wasn't sure how to introduce myself.
You took the first step and introduced
yourself to me. I didn't know much about you,
but I knew that I cared for you.

The problem was I was seeing someone.
You knew it was toxic, but I still couldn't see that.
The semester came and went, but summer was the toughest.
I wish I knew why I didn't get your number. I wanted to talk
to you but I couldn't.

It was a long summer, but was so happy
to see you that first day back in fall semester.
There was something there, but I didn't
want to overstep in fear of you having a
girlfriend. It's a good thing we have a wonderful friend
she got me to open up about my feelings.
of course she told you, but I can't be mad.

Here we are eight months later in love and happy.

Struggling with the thoughts

No poetry today or short stories just thoughts. It's been a roller coaster ride this semester. New relationship, who is the love of my life. He makes a better person. If it wasn't for him I would probably be so lost in my thoughts that I wouldn't even know who I am anymore. I know that life is a roller coaster ride at times, but this isn't a time I want to be on that roller coaster ride because it's throwing things through a loop. Now if I could magically find the answers to why some of the things that have caused whatever wall to be built between him and I would be wonderful. I just don't know where to start. I know that God always has a plan and he always will. The thought of losing him keeps crossing my mind and it terrifies me. I'm not sure where I would be without him. I've always had a connection with him and I know always will. I always seem to know when something is bothering him even if he doesn't want to admit it. He used to be able to do the same thing with me, but somewhere I've built that wall that prevents him from knowing.

Readers,
Love is a magical thing and then reality sets in and you have to find your way with that person. When conflicts arise don't fast forward through them because I think that's part of the problem right there. Words can be hurtful but sometimes they need to be said. I know I'll fix this with my love and we'll find our path again. I just have to take the wall down one brick at a time.

Until we meet again

Crossroads

Crossroads

Every couple faces them

The strong survive

Compromise is key

And not going down without a fight.

Crossroads

Usually happen when one or both people

Take things for granted

Maybe a breakdown in communication

Maybe both.

Crossroads

They cause pain

It might be needed to mend the brokenness

Of what used to be a perfect relationship

It just shows two people something needs to be fixed

Crossroads