Do I keep fighting or not?

One minute everything feels like it's falling into place and then then next it's falling apart again

I try fighting but then I find a million reasons to try and give up 

I'm so unsure and I keep praying 

Hoping that somehow I'll find the answer

My heart is yours it always will be 

But this telling me one thing and then going back to exactly how it was 

It doesn't work
You either want me or you don't 

This back and forth of I love you but can't be with you is worse than not having you at all 

I support you 100% all the way.

I am so proud of you 

I will always love you because you are the keeper of my heart. 

No one else will ever have it.