New Direction

Hey,

I know it's been a while since new writings have come up. Life for me has been hectic. I've been working on new poems new short stories and many other things. However, I haven't been able to finalize the pieces that I've wanted to put up for you. Also this blog is going to go in a new direction. Not only is it going to have my writing that I want to share with you, but also my life journey and how I come up with the writings that I'm currently working on. I might find a quote that inspires me and I will write about why that inspired me for the day. Life has had it's fair share of ups and downs for me this year and it's only April. For those that loyally followed the blog before life handed me a a boatload of things to deal and hopefully within the next couple of weeks I'll have new things up.

Until next time

-K

Nothing new for Awhile Sorry

It's been awhile since I've posted something new, but I've had a lot going on. I don't seem to have as much time to write as I would like, but I try and fit it in every now and then. Currently I'm working on a short story that I will get posted on here as soon as I finish it. I'm working on several other poems, but they too need to be refined.

Our First Meeting.

I walked into class that day
not knowing who I would see.
Then I met your eyes
I didn't know who you were,
but I knew that I was falling for you.

I still didn't know your name
and I wasn't sure how to introduce myself.
You took the first step and introduced
yourself to me. I didn't know much about you,
but I knew that I cared for you.

The problem was I was seeing someone.
You knew it was toxic, but I still couldn't see that.
The semester came and went, but summer was the toughest.
I wish I knew why I didn't get your number. I wanted to talk
to you but I couldn't.

It was a long summer, but was so happy
to see you that first day back in fall semester.
There was something there, but I didn't
want to overstep in fear of you having a
girlfriend. It's a good thing we have a wonderful friend
she got me to open up about my feelings.
of course she told you, but I can't be mad.

Here we are eight months later in love and happy.

Struggling with the thoughts

No poetry today or short stories just thoughts. It's been a roller coaster ride this semester. New relationship, who is the love of my life. He makes a better person. If it wasn't for him I would probably be so lost in my thoughts that I wouldn't even know who I am anymore. I know that life is a roller coaster ride at times, but this isn't a time I want to be on that roller coaster ride because it's throwing things through a loop. Now if I could magically find the answers to why some of the things that have caused whatever wall to be built between him and I would be wonderful. I just don't know where to start. I know that God always has a plan and he always will. The thought of losing him keeps crossing my mind and it terrifies me. I'm not sure where I would be without him. I've always had a connection with him and I know always will. I always seem to know when something is bothering him even if he doesn't want to admit it. He used to be able to do the same thing with me, but somewhere I've built that wall that prevents him from knowing.

Readers,
Love is a magical thing and then reality sets in and you have to find your way with that person. When conflicts arise don't fast forward through them because I think that's part of the problem right there. Words can be hurtful but sometimes they need to be said. I know I'll fix this with my love and we'll find our path again. I just have to take the wall down one brick at a time.

Until we meet again

Crossroads

Crossroads

Every couple faces them

The strong survive

Compromise is key

And not going down without a fight.

Crossroads

Usually happen when one or both people

Take things for granted

Maybe a breakdown in communication

Maybe both.

Crossroads

They cause pain

It might be needed to mend the brokenness

Of what used to be a perfect relationship

It just shows two people something needs to be fixed

Crossroads

New material coming soon!

Well readers it's been a hectic few months. Between life, work and school, I just haven't had much time to sit down and write. I'm hoping that as soon as the holiday season is over with I can sit down once again and start writing at least drafts of new things and work on the old drafts and fix them.

Until things from Christmas settle down, and I can get back to writing, I hope you all have a wonderful holiday season!

Finding happiness.

It's amazing what happens when you finally start letting go of the past and move forward. It's the texts that make you smile and knowing that it's going slow. It's finally knowing what it feels like to have something feel this natural. It's having that smile back that you thought you had lost for forever. It's knowing that this thing between you and him is going to go somewhere, but you just aren't a 100% sure yet.



Readers, I hope you have a wonderful weekend.